Singles Ward For The Single Mother

Going to a singles ward is interesting when you have a baby. When I thought about going I was sure there would be plenty of awkward moments, like catching girls skipping class in the mothers lounge I could just see it, walking in with Nevi & it being so awkward. But I thought about just say something like "Oh you don't need to leave I'll just whip it out & be done in a jiffy!" Or being the only one there with a baby so when Nev starts screaming in sacrament & everyone looking back at us I'd just reply "What? how do you know its my kid!?".... none of that happened but I have to say if it did it wouldn't have surprised me. To be honest it wasn't enjoyable it was super awkward I was right about that. there was even a guy in class that asked the teacher how to give a woman comfort if she had a baby out of wedlock & couldn't be sealed to her child, & everyone looked at me, yeah it was just a little awkward haha. I think I'll stick so family wards:)

Family is most important

Being single & dating is hard enough but throw a baby into the mix & it gets even more complicated. & dating for just fun isn't real appealing  anymore cause if I know there is no way it'll go anywhere more then friends then whats the point? sounds awful right? Well I may look 18 on the outside but I feel 25 on the inside & I'm not getting any younger:) if someone asked how I liked being 18 I wouldn't be able to tell them. I'd love to act 18 but I chose to be a mommy instead & I love it!:) but becoming a mommy  also comes along with growing up fast & putting my baby first before everything! else. So all you Ladies out there with the married status this thanksgiving give extra thanks for your spouse & all the things he does. Cause I hope you know how good you have it.  & I don't want this to sound like I'm whining or I want anyone to feel bad for me cause  I'm very happy Nevi is my world & she is what makes my days good! but something still missing from mine  Nevi's little family. & one day our family will be complete but until then we hold strong together. & I think in some ways its been a blessing its just been the two of us cause Nevi & I are very close & my relationship I have with her is very important to me. Can't wait till the day we're sealed for time & all eternity.

Welcome to Nevi-land!

My happy thoughts-

• My daughter's smile
• My daughter's bright blue eyes
• My daughter's chubby thighs
• My daughter's slobbery kisses
• Chocolate
• Summer
• Weekends
• Bedtime
• Being sealed to my daughter someday