Family is most important

Being single & dating is hard enough but throw a baby into the mix & it gets even more complicated. & dating for just fun isn't real appealing  anymore cause if I know there is no way it'll go anywhere more then friends then whats the point? sounds awful right? Well I may look 18 on the outside but I feel 25 on the inside & I'm not getting any younger:) if someone asked how I liked being 18 I wouldn't be able to tell them. I'd love to act 18 but I chose to be a mommy instead & I love it!:) but becoming a mommy  also comes along with growing up fast & putting my baby first before everything! else. So all you Ladies out there with the married status this thanksgiving give extra thanks for your spouse & all the things he does. Cause I hope you know how good you have it.  & I don't want this to sound like I'm whining or I want anyone to feel bad for me cause  I'm very happy Nevi is my world & she is what makes my days good! but something still missing from mine  Nevi's little family. & one day our family will be complete but until then we hold strong together. & I think in some ways its been a blessing its just been the two of us cause Nevi & I are very close & my relationship I have with her is very important to me. Can't wait till the day we're sealed for time & all eternity.